“Book Descriptions: "We move again to a house on the outskirts of town, where the pines grow. It’s prettier out here but dry and dusty and I hate that it doesn’t rain enough. The landlord lives across the road and kicks the door open, yelling, whenever I play with a cap gun. My father starts calling me things like faggot and little bitch whenever I am confused or upset. I call him a jerk, asshole, douchebag and he hits me in the face on bad days. On good days, he responds with 'at least I’m not gay.' While living here, I turn twelve years old and he buys me a stereo. Around this time is when he started with the kiddie porn."